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I'm going to attend a wedding :3
1 min read
soo yeah like the title state i'm going away a few day because i'm going to attend my big brothers wedding... (i'm actually going to be a bridesmaid together with the brides sister :3 )
so i won't be able to answer comments and notes until tuesday atleast. and yeah i know i haven't answer a few for a while but you going to have to wait for a little longer... because i'm evil like that muwahahahaha!! anyway i better get some sleep because i be having to get up in about.. 3 and a half hour to get to the air port.
so i won't be able to answer comments and notes until tuesday atleast. and yeah i know i haven't answer a few for a while but you going to have to wait for a little longer... because i'm evil like that muwahahahaha!! anyway i better get some sleep because i be having to get up in about.. 3 and a half hour to get to the air port.
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Being sick is terrible! T.T
1 min read
Urgh I'm so bored! and i got nothing to do then sitting here alone with a runny nose and fever.... T^T
So is anything new happening to you guys that you care to share?
u 
So is anything new happening to you guys that you care to share?
u
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Rant!!
1 min read
I took a shower yesterday.... but today a driver didn't think i was clean enough... so he ran through a pool of water to give me a nice, cold bath! in the middle of the winter.... -_-''
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Updates!
1 min read
Hello everyone it was a while since i last wrote a journal here... I think? Anyways... the reason I'm writting this journal but to tell you that I will be gone the whole next week. so starting from monday I will be busy packing my stuff to go to London. and on Wednesday I will spend the whole day on the airport. And I won't be back before tuesday the week after. So people sending me comments/notes might get to wait a bit before I can answer them.
Anyways hope you all have a wonderful week/weekend and I'll be back later! ^^
Anyways hope you all have a wonderful week/weekend and I'll be back later! ^^
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For the eck of it!
5 min read
Anorexia
[ ] You hate your body.
[ ] You have starved yourself.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You need to be skinnier.
[x] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] People think you are way too skinny.
[ ] You skip at least one meal a day.
[ ] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.
Total so far: 2
ADHD
[ ] You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[ ] You seem to never sit still.
[ ] You talk all the time.
[ ] You need attention 24/7.
[ ] You aren't very shy.
Total so far: 3
Bipolar Disorder
[x] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[x] You barely get any or no sleep.
[ ] You have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] You have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[ ] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
Total so far: 6
Bulimia Nervosa
[ ] You've thrown up all your food at one time.
[ ] You thrown it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] You have little control over how you eat.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[x] You eat fast. (sometimes and sometimes not)
[ ] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] People think you are way too skinny
Total so far: 7
Conduct Disorder
[ ] You are a bully.
[ ] You threaten other people.
[ ] You often find yourself in fights.
[x] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.(well of'course you go into the kitchen to cook dinner and you use a knife for the veggitables or the meat it's not really a choice is it? if you don't want to starv...)
[ ] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.(i had nearly no feeling when i was little but now i alot of feeling for them)
[ ] You have raped/molested someone.
[x] You destroy property on purpose. (sometimes...)
[ ] You always lie.
[ ] You've stayed out all night.
[x] You have attempted to run away from home.
Total so far: 10
Depression
[x] You are always, or normally, feel sad.
[x] You always, or normally, are crying.(acually i'm glad i am crying because before i just keep everything bottled up and i could not cry even if i wanted to)
[x] You find no hope in your future.
[ ] You no find longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] You are anti-social. (somtimes I hate talking somtimes I love it.)
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.(mostly i see it like it is my fault even if people it isn't)
[x] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total so far: 18
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[ ] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] You have to keep things in a certain order. (only thing that are meant to be!)
[ ] You have harmed yourself.
[x] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS.
[x] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total so far: 22
Schizophrenia / Anxiety
[ ] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can't escape.
[ ] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] You have an extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[ ] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same.
[ ] You do not take care of your hygiene as much as others say you should.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You often talk to yourself.
Total so far: 26
Darkness
[x] You listen to songs with dark meanings.
[x] You are influenced by dark media and tones.
[ ] You are a goth by Urban Dictionary definition 1. (by urban dicor- what?)
[x] You often plot crimes in your head for fun.
[ ] You are not to be trusted with a weapon.
[x] Your favorite color is black. (Only one of.)
[x] You prefer evil over good in movies (most of the times but not allways)
[x] You are most often alone.(yeah most of the times but now i have some really great friend so i'm not all that much anymore
)
[ ] You prefer to be cold rather than warm
[ ] Next to Black, your favorite color is a dark shaded color. (more like pink/purple)
[x] War fascinates you.
[x] You like violence and gore.
[ ] You are rebellious.
Total so far: 34
Total: 34
0-5: You're very normal.
6-15: You're fine.
16-20: You might be okay.
21-30: You have problems.
31-35: You have really bad problems. You might need to see a therapist.
36+ WOW! YOU NEED SOME HELP, NOW
[ ] You hate your body.
[ ] You have starved yourself.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You need to be skinnier.
[x] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] People think you are way too skinny.
[ ] You skip at least one meal a day.
[ ] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.
Total so far: 2
ADHD
[ ] You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[ ] You seem to never sit still.
[ ] You talk all the time.
[ ] You need attention 24/7.
[ ] You aren't very shy.
Total so far: 3
Bipolar Disorder
[x] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[x] You barely get any or no sleep.
[ ] You have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] You have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[ ] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
Total so far: 6
Bulimia Nervosa
[ ] You've thrown up all your food at one time.
[ ] You thrown it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] You have little control over how you eat.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[x] You eat fast. (sometimes and sometimes not)
[ ] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] People think you are way too skinny
Total so far: 7
Conduct Disorder
[ ] You are a bully.
[ ] You threaten other people.
[ ] You often find yourself in fights.
[x] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.(well of'course you go into the kitchen to cook dinner and you use a knife for the veggitables or the meat it's not really a choice is it? if you don't want to starv...)
[ ] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.(i had nearly no feeling when i was little but now i alot of feeling for them)
[ ] You have raped/molested someone.
[x] You destroy property on purpose. (sometimes...)
[ ] You always lie.
[ ] You've stayed out all night.
[x] You have attempted to run away from home.
Total so far: 10
Depression
[x] You are always, or normally, feel sad.
[x] You always, or normally, are crying.(acually i'm glad i am crying because before i just keep everything bottled up and i could not cry even if i wanted to)
[x] You find no hope in your future.
[ ] You no find longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] You are anti-social. (somtimes I hate talking somtimes I love it.)
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.(mostly i see it like it is my fault even if people it isn't)
[x] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total so far: 18
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[ ] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] You have to keep things in a certain order. (only thing that are meant to be!)
[ ] You have harmed yourself.
[x] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS.
[x] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total so far: 22
Schizophrenia / Anxiety
[ ] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can't escape.
[ ] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] You have an extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[ ] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same.
[ ] You do not take care of your hygiene as much as others say you should.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You often talk to yourself.
Total so far: 26
Darkness
[x] You listen to songs with dark meanings.
[x] You are influenced by dark media and tones.
[ ] You are a goth by Urban Dictionary definition 1. (by urban dicor- what?)
[x] You often plot crimes in your head for fun.
[ ] You are not to be trusted with a weapon.
[x] Your favorite color is black. (Only one of.)
[x] You prefer evil over good in movies (most of the times but not allways)
[x] You are most often alone.(yeah most of the times but now i have some really great friend so i'm not all that much anymore
)[ ] You prefer to be cold rather than warm
[ ] Next to Black, your favorite color is a dark shaded color. (more like pink/purple)
[x] War fascinates you.
[x] You like violence and gore.
[ ] You are rebellious.
Total so far: 34
Total: 34
0-5: You're very normal.
6-15: You're fine.
16-20: You might be okay.
21-30: You have problems.
31-35: You have really bad problems. You might need to see a therapist.
36+ WOW! YOU NEED SOME HELP, NOW
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